armour upon armour walls and trenches traps and mines wrapped in barbed wire i am safe, protected invincible (i am boxed in imprisoned alone)
invincible
habits
wake up at the same time everyday prepare your clothes the night before how can you do something big when you can't even brush your teeth every morning? every act, even the littlest one creates space for doing more the more you do, more you want to, less you do, less you are able to sometimes habits are good.
gone / gts
i think i'm going, going, gone a/ insane b/ numb c/ apathic d/ alcoholic e/ all of the above don't disturb me, i'm going through shit
free the madness
freedom during lockdown with 8pm curfew madness knows no borders nor rules it's roaming freely more contagious than the virus we're hiding from ... edited: thank you to https://annehiga.com/ for pointing out my typo 🙂
edge of destruction
wandering through the fog looking for the edge hoping to find inspiration and not destruction
d3mons
covered in sweat haunted by fear paralysed it's just a dream except my eyes are open and the d3mons are here
can’t look back
sometimes it's healthier to burn the bridge can't look back won't look back there is always a new path even at the edge of the cliff take a leap of faith and start swimming
blue skies
blue skies above us threaded through with orange and pink hues - just kaleidoscope of smog grass is greener on the other side? sure before you trample it. water is crystal clear on the icy north? ice that is slowly drowning us
almost
almost there almost where? where and what is there? i'm struggling to find dreams drowning in a fog my life, my mind, my soul touch of ray at its edge feel of sunshine, is it real? i can't see it but it's almost there
A2Z 2021 theme
For this year (as if I did this regularly lol), the "theme" is more of a connection between the post titles. These are taken from song names by MGK or songs he has a feature on. Why MGK? Because at the moment his music is the only thing I feel some kind of attachment to. I struggle with doing anything these days, I can't even think of doing something and have no interest to either. There is nothing. And it really starts to bother me. So, I recon, taking music and applying it to writing could work and get me out of that nothingness and find the sunshine again. The posts will most likely be short with a poetry vibe to it...write what I feel kind of thing depending on the song title. Should be interesting. Probably depressing.
Eva Marasca 