i'm invisible but somehow i get noticed i want to watch not be observed i need a hug but still hide my tears don't look at me it burns my skin "i don't care who sees me naked. i do care who sees me cry." ~ night manager (tv series)
all the things i ever wanted but was too afraid or too lazy or creative with excuses i'm going to do now. what first? spin the roulette the list is long...
standing in front of the looking glass questioning my existence again as if the blank face could answer. what is your life's purpose? because i haven't found it yet i can almost sense it it's there within my grasp but my fingertips only touch air why are you here? or are you just a sheep?
note: first one where i had to "cheat" as i couldn't find a song starting with "q". there will be few more - "u", "x" and "z".
i promise to myself never to give up experiencing happiness feeling love chasing dreams facing fears nurturing my mind fighting for my rights living
my mind races 100 miles per second yet the machine disintegrates cold burns my soul yet my heart's on fire contradiction is my life
the day drags at a fast pace i'm busy with boredom productively procrastinating brain full of empty ideas body so heavy but there's nothing inside heart ticking off my life
you bring me down so hard you praise me so high you tell me off so frankly you argue with me so fiercely you cheer me up like no other you are the reason i am and why i can i make it happen
collective loneliness the sign of these times fuck the curfew fuck the rules i'm going insane here
feet planted firmly on the ground arms stretched out open i am one with the nature kiss the sky isn't this the most hopeful line in the universe?
touch me, hug me, cuddle me kiss me, squeeze me, shag me poke me, slap me, punch me someone...anyone...